A beautiful Day
I went shopping with the expert today and between two of us, we had 6 pairs of shoes, 2 tops and a pair of trousers. Surprise! Surprise! My booty was twice of hers!! I was only aiming for ONE pair of comfy working shoes and end up with THREE pairs of uncomfy but essential for every beautiful woman like me, according to the expert! How could I argue with that!
After the shopping, I met up with a friend in a very cozy cafe in Kingsland for an ice coffee (except that there was no ice coz they run out of it.). I didn't know I had so much melancholy energy cumulating inside me until I cried beautifully in front of her. Ppl keep telling me that I am a very strong person. However, I had fooled everyone including myself. Sometimes, I wish I wasn't so stubborn and I could just show my suffering/heartache/weakness freely like most girls. For me, it's an extravagancy/indulgence to be looked after, but I could really get some hugs these days. I was relieved after I faced myself truly at the coffee shop. It was fortunate to have her to witness that beautiful moment! I felt very safe and loved when I was with her. Thank you my friend.
She showed me some of her stories for the national television and I was very touched by the one she made about Taiwanese's identities in NZ. My trip to Taiwan last year has taught and make me understand WHO I AM. Once you live in more countries, it could get more confusing who you really are. I realised that I had been living in my own nutshell based on my own assumptions and generalisations, but forget to update my knowledge from my previous lives. I was very lucky to have that reflection and refind myself again. I also saw the story that I was in it. It's very uncomfortable and embarrassing to see myself on TV. Coincidentally, in the show I was enquiring about Youthline at the Auckland volunteering center 4 months ago and now I am about to start my training course for Youthline this month!! The weirdest thing is I hate dealing with teenagers. I am more a kid person, even though I know I will be a good consulter for teenagers!! We will see!
After the shopping, I met up with a friend in a very cozy cafe in Kingsland for an ice coffee (except that there was no ice coz they run out of it.). I didn't know I had so much melancholy energy cumulating inside me until I cried beautifully in front of her. Ppl keep telling me that I am a very strong person. However, I had fooled everyone including myself. Sometimes, I wish I wasn't so stubborn and I could just show my suffering/heartache/weakness freely like most girls. For me, it's an extravagancy/indulgence to be looked after, but I could really get some hugs these days. I was relieved after I faced myself truly at the coffee shop. It was fortunate to have her to witness that beautiful moment! I felt very safe and loved when I was with her. Thank you my friend.
She showed me some of her stories for the national television and I was very touched by the one she made about Taiwanese's identities in NZ. My trip to Taiwan last year has taught and make me understand WHO I AM. Once you live in more countries, it could get more confusing who you really are. I realised that I had been living in my own nutshell based on my own assumptions and generalisations, but forget to update my knowledge from my previous lives. I was very lucky to have that reflection and refind myself again. I also saw the story that I was in it. It's very uncomfortable and embarrassing to see myself on TV. Coincidentally, in the show I was enquiring about Youthline at the Auckland volunteering center 4 months ago and now I am about to start my training course for Youthline this month!! The weirdest thing is I hate dealing with teenagers. I am more a kid person, even though I know I will be a good consulter for teenagers!! We will see!
It was a beautiful dayDon't let it get awayBeautiful day
Touch meTake me to that other placeReach meI know I'm not a hopeless case
What you don't have you don't need it nowWhat you don't know you can feel it somehowWhat you don't have you don't need it nowDon't need it nowWas a beautiful day- U2, Beautiful Day
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