I think the rejection affects me more than I thought. I realised that I am actually quite vulnerable these days. I am really impatient in general, and get irritated easily. Calls get on my nerve more than usual as well. And I am afraid of asking things that I want.

And just now, I witnessed my bus driver got beaten up by three teenagers!! I am feeling angry :@ that not enough ppl doing anything to support the driver! Shamefully, I was one of them. I felt the urge that I had to do something, or I would be really upset at myself later and wish I would have had done something. Thus, I walked up to the driver and showed my compassion and gave him my business card just in case he needed some witness for the incident.

It was important for me to do something tonight as I have been feeling quite useless these days.