Lost and Lost :(

I seem to misplace my phone and I have been looking everywhere, but without any luck. It's really annoying the fact that I can't find it. I am upset not because it causes any inconvenient or losing any contacts, but because the fact it's gone, it disappeared and it's impossible to lose it! :@

I tried to make a pact with the angel/devil like last time, but somehow I just couldn't do it. Maybe it's an obsession of the pain, or maybe I am just too fond of memory. Then, I feel guilty that I couldn't let go the moving island.