A flashback
I always enjoy being invited by the organisation which I used to spend so much time and energy on coz I believed I was making a difference to the world. Being with it in the last 24hours again bring the eager, passionate, energetic and naive young me back. I have learned so much from the organisation and I was glad that I can contribute in a small way by sharing my own experience to the new enthusiastic young generation in the organisation.
Those ppl who joined at the same time with me have all move to the national level and my sweet secret friend has committed himself to be the president of the NZ in the organisation. Those newbies who I used to train or recruit are all actively involving in making the difference to someone's life. I wish I could have stayed in the organisation longer and wish I could have run some of the executive positions in the local committee or even a national level so that I could develop myself much further and have more impact on ppl's life.
However, I wouldn't exchange my precious 2003 with anything. I developed myself in a different spectrum and I am sure I made some differences to the ppl I came to in contact with. There are things in my life I wish I could have done more, but at the same time I wouldn't want to exchange what I had. After all, what makes who I am today is from what I did in my past. Things happened for their reasons and it always works out to be the best.
The sad thing is that those ppl who I used to admire when I was a new member was sitting in the same table as me- as alumni. That tells me how old I am becoming. Sign~~ The party was as wild/dodgy as I ever could remember and I barely had energy to keep up all sort of crazy or exotic dancing. I am getting too old.....:(
It has been a good weekend to get in touch with my past and remember what I used to believe in. In a way, it helps me to see what kinds of life I am looking for and I wish I'll make some life decision based on what I learned this weekend.
Those ppl who joined at the same time with me have all move to the national level and my sweet secret friend has committed himself to be the president of the NZ in the organisation. Those newbies who I used to train or recruit are all actively involving in making the difference to someone's life. I wish I could have stayed in the organisation longer and wish I could have run some of the executive positions in the local committee or even a national level so that I could develop myself much further and have more impact on ppl's life.
However, I wouldn't exchange my precious 2003 with anything. I developed myself in a different spectrum and I am sure I made some differences to the ppl I came to in contact with. There are things in my life I wish I could have done more, but at the same time I wouldn't want to exchange what I had. After all, what makes who I am today is from what I did in my past. Things happened for their reasons and it always works out to be the best.
The sad thing is that those ppl who I used to admire when I was a new member was sitting in the same table as me- as alumni. That tells me how old I am becoming. Sign~~ The party was as wild/dodgy as I ever could remember and I barely had energy to keep up all sort of crazy or exotic dancing. I am getting too old.....:(
It has been a good weekend to get in touch with my past and remember what I used to believe in. In a way, it helps me to see what kinds of life I am looking for and I wish I'll make some life decision based on what I learned this weekend.
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