My future...
After thinking about my future for 2 months, I slowly come to some decisions.
I really enjoy the research environment at Bio. No doubt, the freedom, the ideal pure goal and the people are most attractive to me to spend another 4 years+ time of my life. Being a student and doing research are something I really enjoy in the last 6 years. However (here we go...), I feel that I would really like to see what the real world like. I probably am going to hate it and find it very boring within 3 months, but if I don't try it, I will never know. It's probably not gonna be fun, but would be definitely different, and I find that very challenging at the moment.
Actually, I change my mind quite often these days. Not because I really love to do more research, but being afraid of the real world. If I am doing a PHD now, it will be because it is the easiest way out, not because I really LOVE to do it.
I thank you all at Bio for your friendship and support especially when things aren't doing so well personally or research wise in the last 2 years. Believe or not, the most difficult part of this decision is leaving you guys.
I don't know what the real worldis like, but I heard that they eat ppl. I'll update you all after I have a taste of it (Of course, I'll be the survivor in the cruel real world. I am 打不死的小強 (the unbeatable cockroach)!).
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