Confidence Touchstone
They are my confidence touchstone.
They help/train me to be sensitive to what's belittling me, so that I can work on my confidence level and beat my weaknesses instantly. It works very well to assist me in finding myself in the last 9months. Every time, when I feel embarrassed with others seeing them, I know I am not comfortable with the crowd around me or the situation I am in. That means I care too much about how others judge me and I am not confident enough to be who I am!
Now, I am however surrendering them to WORK!
Should I feel disappointed at myself being assimilated or should I be glad that I no longer need to feel self-conscious because I am "normal" now?
I think it all goes down to what's important to me. If I can still pretend to have invisible confident touchstone and continue being tuned in to my intuition without physically keeping them, then it could be a win-win situation :)
They help/train me to be sensitive to what's belittling me, so that I can work on my confidence level and beat my weaknesses instantly. It works very well to assist me in finding myself in the last 9months. Every time, when I feel embarrassed with others seeing them, I know I am not comfortable with the crowd around me or the situation I am in. That means I care too much about how others judge me and I am not confident enough to be who I am!
Now, I am however surrendering them to WORK!
Should I feel disappointed at myself being assimilated or should I be glad that I no longer need to feel self-conscious because I am "normal" now?
I think it all goes down to what's important to me. If I can still pretend to have invisible confident touchstone and continue being tuned in to my intuition without physically keeping them, then it could be a win-win situation :)
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