Helpless

I followed my heart
but my brain shut it down
suggested the most righteous decision -
which I can't stop crying since.

I have lost you once,
I can't bear to lose you again.
I have been hurt once,
Once bitten,
Twice bitten.

Loving you is still the bravest thing I have ever done
'Cause I have never stop loving you
Losing you was the most hurtful trauma I have ever faced
And I can't stop feeling hurt and insignificant

Things have finally started working
And it's depressing to let go
Time.
Time we don't have
Time.
Time is always wrong

Somebody better show me how
Before I run out of tears
Somebody better show me why
Before I lose faith

Meredith: [pauses] You walked away, and now it's too late. There's too much water under the thing, or whatever. (Grey's Anatomy, 2007)