What does it all mean?

• She broke the promise and told them
  
• I had a mentoring session
• I had to put $$ figure
• It has been a week
• I had my first new APD group.

Nothing seems to be structural at my life at the moment and I feel so frustrated. Everything seems inside out, upside down. I feel out of control and unsure where is everything going.

What does it all mean?