The facts
I smile every time when I recall all the silly cute little things we did together, but it
doesn't change the fact you really hurt me the way no one had ever done to me, which
doesn't change the fact loving you was the bravest thing I have ever done, which
doesn't change the fact my friends think you are such a pig, which
doesn't change the fact you are really a nice and caring person, which
doesn't change the fact I hate what you did, which
doesn't change the fact I love all the efforts and the faith you had, which
doesn't change the fact there had been too much water under the bridge for you, which
doesn't change the fact I came back for us, which
doesn't change the fact it was too late, which
doesn't change the fact I am still crying and hurting, which
doesn't change the fact I am still strong and glowing, which
doesn't change the fact there are things that I never got the chance to say to you, which
doesn't change the fact we are both counting down days for the same return but for obviously different reasons, which
doesn't change the fact I still want to be your friend.
Please stop asking me How are you? because there is no simple answer for that, my friends! If you happen to see me hurting, remember that I am also glowing. If you happen to see me laughing, remember that I am also crying. Yes, I am profound, dubious, emotional and contradictory (yeah, basically I am a woman), but beautiful (as you all agree :P).
doesn't change the fact you really hurt me the way no one had ever done to me, which
doesn't change the fact loving you was the bravest thing I have ever done, which
doesn't change the fact my friends think you are such a pig, which
doesn't change the fact you are really a nice and caring person, which
doesn't change the fact I hate what you did, which
doesn't change the fact I love all the efforts and the faith you had, which
doesn't change the fact there had been too much water under the bridge for you, which
doesn't change the fact I came back for us, which
doesn't change the fact it was too late, which
doesn't change the fact I am still crying and hurting, which
doesn't change the fact I am still strong and glowing, which
doesn't change the fact there are things that I never got the chance to say to you, which
doesn't change the fact we are both counting down days for the same return but for obviously different reasons, which
doesn't change the fact I still want to be your friend.
Please stop asking me How are you? because there is no simple answer for that, my friends! If you happen to see me hurting, remember that I am also glowing. If you happen to see me laughing, remember that I am also crying. Yes, I am profound, dubious, emotional and contradictory (yeah, basically I am a woman), but beautiful (as you all agree :P).
3 comments:
That was beautifully said.
The pain never really goes away, it just fades to the point that you don't remember it any more. When you can look at it objectively, and see all the good things about it and all the bad things too, then you will know that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
I think that saying "how are you" is our way of saying "we are there for you". Maybe if someone says this to you, you should just smile and say "thank you". Of course some people will get confused...
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That is interesting. I recently apologized to someone and he said "Thank you", which left me somewhat confused. (Although I do have a vague feeling that it makes sense on some level)
Thank you, my love! I am smiling because I know you are there for me!
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