I am surprised that I didn't react much last night when I found out the news.

Emotion comes and goes today, which I couldn't do anything about it like I couldn't do anything about his leaving. I don't know how I am feeling, but it has been intensive. Sad and some desire are the only two things I can name. I want to see him; I want to hug him goodbye, but at the same time I know I can't. I never expect it would be so hard.

I am pretty drunk now or I may finally have the courage to go and see you. It's not Harry I want to be in my arms tonight, but you, for the last time.

she cried and she cried, and she cried and she cried
She cried so long her tears ran dry

- L.A. Song, Beth Hart