I did it!

I don't know how, but I did it.

I just knew that I have to do it, even every rational part of me disagreed. It's really silly or even stupid act even when I looked back now. It doesn't make any sense at all to me or anyone else, but I am glad that I went and I am proud of myself hiding behind that sunglasses. I still don't know how I am feeling. Time will tell.

And for all my dear friends,
Thank you for not asking questions;
Thank you for support emails and txts;
Thank you for being in the toilet;
Thank you for not hugging me in the office;
Thank you for disapproving my action by refusing taking me there;
Thank you for giving us the car without question;
Thank you for organising the car and driving me there;
Thank you for coming to see me and all the offering.

Thank you guys for being my friends.

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

- Almost Lover, A Fine Frezy