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It's actually quite a sensitive topic and I was surprised on how insistent I am on having separate accounts.
For me, it's all about being 心安理得 so I can feel okay to take things out of relationship. I have no problem of giving, but I am not comfortable of getting. What does that say about me? Self-pride? I think it's more to do with self doubt, self insecure and self worth.
I can't believe that I even lied about how much I spent on the persimmon. It's 100% my pure proud hard-earned money, but I was afraid of being judged. How silly is that! However, who can blame me to be over sensitive under the current circumstance?
For me, it's all about being 心安理得 so I can feel okay to take things out of relationship. I have no problem of giving, but I am not comfortable of getting. What does that say about me? Self-pride? I think it's more to do with self doubt, self insecure and self worth.
I can't believe that I even lied about how much I spent on the persimmon. It's 100% my pure proud hard-earned money, but I was afraid of being judged. How silly is that! However, who can blame me to be over sensitive under the current circumstance?
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