Painting Tree

I wish I could be more presented in the group, but I chose to space out. I don't know if it prevented me from getting the most out of the course, but I just want to detach from my intensive feeling.

I couldn't hold myself and I was weak emotionally and physically.

Then, you told me this tree, a tree that you desire. You have a very clear vision of how this tree would look like, but you have been sending mixed signals all night long. There are strict specifications of this tree and I respect that. However, it won't be exactly the same tree (and I don't want it to be) as your blue print if I am involved. It has to be an equal partnership and I have to have my own input. It could be better as I will bring my idea and my strength into this painting, but it would be surely different.

Let me paint this tree with you, but be aware that it won't be the same.

You have broken me all the way down,
down upon my knees.
And you have broken me all the way down,
you'll be the last, you'll see.

- All The Way Down, Glen Hansard