I WANT a HOLIDAY!!! RIGHT NOW!!
I don't think I am a happy person by default. My happiness seems to only last for few mins and then I go all depressed again.
I blame the wine I had, it made me very upset during this loving celebration dinner. I really WANT a HOLIDAY!!! I want to get out!! Get out of this city! Get away from everyone else but be with someone who I really miss in the last couple days. BUT NO!!! Some stupid soccer game has higher priority than me!! Even the chance he can play on Saturday is low coz of his twist ankle. Even I can see his point, I am still angry and upset.
I didn't ask too much, did I? All I want was a holiday and I want to spent it with him, no one else!! I didn't ask him to take an extra day off for me even I really want to go away and come back on Monday night. I have already compromised, haven't I? I hinted and then I gave up coz I knew guys are just so slow that they never gonna take the hints, so I ASKED. Do I have to beg?! Besides the 'NO', he even wants me to take holiday FOR HIM with his friends and dump those shits on me such as "if you don't want to you don't want to" when I said I can't take any holiday after next Tuesday.
"We should never depend on other for happiness. We should dream alone, and live alone" She said.
I blame the wine I had, it made me very upset during this loving celebration dinner. I really WANT a HOLIDAY!!! I want to get out!! Get out of this city! Get away from everyone else but be with someone who I really miss in the last couple days. BUT NO!!! Some stupid soccer game has higher priority than me!! Even the chance he can play on Saturday is low coz of his twist ankle. Even I can see his point, I am still angry and upset.
I didn't ask too much, did I? All I want was a holiday and I want to spent it with him, no one else!! I didn't ask him to take an extra day off for me even I really want to go away and come back on Monday night. I have already compromised, haven't I? I hinted and then I gave up coz I knew guys are just so slow that they never gonna take the hints, so I ASKED. Do I have to beg?! Besides the 'NO', he even wants me to take holiday FOR HIM with his friends and dump those shits on me such as "if you don't want to you don't want to" when I said I can't take any holiday after next Tuesday.
"We should never depend on other for happiness. We should dream alone, and live alone" She said.
"Yes, I agree and we should all die alone! " I said.
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