Mother Blue

I got very depressed after I finished. It's called mother blue aka post-pregnancy depression.

The thesis has been the focus of my life in the last 18months and it was everything I was working for in the last few weeks. Now suddenly it's gone. It's all gone. I am scared. I don't know what to do next. I have to start something which I really want again. And I don't know what I want. I feel very empty and lost. I have nothing to live for tomorrow. I know I should be happy, I should be celebrating, but I am so scared right now!!