Something means more than MY HOLIDAY
Why can everybody else see how important this holiday is for me, but him!! I have never wanted to have a holiday so badly in my life. And sadly, I only wanted him to be with me.
I did plan and book my holiday (That's the matter I thought. At least I know I can control my own happiness rather than by some stupid man), but I didn't go in the end. My holiday mood was totally ruined by him unfortunately. Without him, it's not my dream holiday anymore. There was no point to spend the time/energy/money coz I knew I was not gonna enjoy it. Dame you, man. I failed, I know. He could have made me so happy, but it has been a miserable weekend.
So instead, I had to put my mind on something else. Something means as much or even more than my holiday. Something that my love/heart/effect would be appreciated. Thus, I spend all my time/energy/money to make another man happy. It was totally wicked to live on Finnish time for two days. She and I had a number of SMS and phone calls, so I can be updated on all the details and excitement. I got to talk to him before the wedding and supported him with all my heart. Then I got told live when they said "I do" in two different languages. It was all worth it, even I had to get up and made another phone call at 3am in the morning! I was told my speech was so beautiful that ppl cried. He is such a sweet and sensitive guy. He was still crying when I called. I guess my first wedding speech was a big hit. Their journey has just started (just receiving another SMS from him as they are leaving the reception in their "Just married" car which had a bit of trouble) and I am glad that I was part of it. Thank you for letting me be part of it.
He also told me that I won the bet. What a respected true love! I envy you!! Best wishes!! I meant every single words I said at your wedding! Congratulation! Moj Mala!
So instead, I had to put my mind on something else. Something means as much or even more than my holiday. Something that my love/heart/effect would be appreciated. Thus, I spend all my time/energy/money to make another man happy. It was totally wicked to live on Finnish time for two days. She and I had a number of SMS and phone calls, so I can be updated on all the details and excitement. I got to talk to him before the wedding and supported him with all my heart. Then I got told live when they said "I do" in two different languages. It was all worth it, even I had to get up and made another phone call at 3am in the morning! I was told my speech was so beautiful that ppl cried. He is such a sweet and sensitive guy. He was still crying when I called. I guess my first wedding speech was a big hit. Their journey has just started (just receiving another SMS from him as they are leaving the reception in their "Just married" car which had a bit of trouble) and I am glad that I was part of it. Thank you for letting me be part of it.
He also told me that I won the bet. What a respected true love! I envy you!! Best wishes!! I meant every single words I said at your wedding! Congratulation! Moj Mala!
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