Last Straw

After being completely socially draining out from the wedding, I just couldn't take it any more! Thus, when my housemate couldn't leave me alone, that was the last straw. I got really irritated and frustrated by her babble, and wished she could have just shut the f**k up. I hided into my room just to get away from her and I broke into tears. Then, I thought...wait a minute, it's just so silly that I am hiding in my room crying over my space, while I could have just told her to leave me alone! So I did~

I finally managed to speak up and asked her to leave me alone! However, what really surprised me was how hard it was for me. It took me TWO HOURS!! I can't believe such a easy task took me that long!! Anyway, what's important is that I overcome my goody-two-shoe persona in the end and self cared myself tonight. I am going to take baby step. If it took me two hours this time to ask her leave me alone, I want to be able to do it... say an hour next time? or at least less than 2 hours :p

And from the expression on her face, I know that she had absolutely no idea until the point I told her. But..but I thought it was so obviously that I didn't want to talk as I was ignoring her questions when I can and only giving yes/no answers. However, she left me totally alone after that and I was in a nature high from my brave achievement and piece of quiet :)