Breathless

Yeah! :) We finally finished this bid for Wellington travel time survey! I do want to win this proposal, but I am more desperate for the opportunity to get out of this city. Those interpersonal and intrapersonal struggles are driving me crazy. I feel like I am drowning. I really want to get out somehow to be able to breath again even just for a while.

MEREDITH: I was swimming. I was fighting. Then I thought, just for a second, I thought ‘What’s the point?’ And then I let go. I stopped fighting. Don’t tell anybody. (Grey's Anatomy, 2007)