Mirror Situation
I took him to the discussion group tonight and I was glad that he enjoyed it. Tonight's topic was telepathy and no there was definitely no telepathy between us. Actually we couldn't even communicate properly through text messages. I thought he was interested in coming along with me but apparently he was only commenting on the topic which seemed interesting and expected to see me afterwards. Thus, when I showed up at his doorstep at 6pm rather than 10:30pm, he was surprised as he was eating dinner...Oh well!
After the discussion, we went for a midnight bubble tea until 2:30 am and talked about our mirror situation. We both want something more than just "good friends" in our relationships/arrangements. However, it's not the right time, right place or/and with the right person (?). The happiness of limbo doesn't last, so it's either take 2 steps forwards or 2 steps back. Unfortunately, we both got the STOP signs from moving forwards. Relationships suck!
I explored my neediness furthur today and concluded that,
Phew~This could be quite dangerous with the status of my mind. Now, I am aware of it, but I am not so sure what to do with it without making more mistakes :(
After the discussion, we went for a midnight bubble tea until 2:30 am and talked about our mirror situation. We both want something more than just "good friends" in our relationships/arrangements. However, it's not the right time, right place or/and with the right person (?). The happiness of limbo doesn't last, so it's either take 2 steps forwards or 2 steps back. Unfortunately, we both got the STOP signs from moving forwards. Relationships suck!
I explored my neediness furthur today and concluded that,
My Neediness: I want someone to want me
Phew~This could be quite dangerous with the status of my mind. Now, I am aware of it, but I am not so sure what to do with it without making more mistakes :(
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