Hangover
I feel like having a hangover today. What causes it? Beading! I know it's so geeky, but I don't care as I have a piece of art around my neck. And they are beautiful!
I hate making decisions! Unfortunately beading is all about choosing what you want, that's why it was an endless process. First, I sat in front of 500 different colour, shape, and size of beads and waited for them to talk to me. It took me like an hour to pick those beads after they finally spoke up "Me me me me me!"or "me? maybe? please?"; some were more shy than the other, you see. I put them into the tray and asked them to talk to each other and to find out who is getting along with whom. That was where it got really tricky and struggling. Mediating arguing between beads was exhausting. I could easily fiddle with those beads for another hour or so, but I was getting to a point that I just wanted to go home. I finished it the last (you surprise?) and was too tired to feel my latest creation until now. After wearing it for the whole day, I start loving it! Umm....now I just need some matching earrings and maybe some bracelet ;). No wonder ppl say it could be a dangerous addition.
Seriously, I have had this headache for a week. Lack of sleep I think. I have been avoiding feelings by going out every night for a while. My body is complaining angrily about my negligence, but it's so much easier to be busy and have fun than dealing with emotions.
All right, I guess it's time to take some time off to rest. I'll plan my white Chrismas instead :D. How exciting!!!
I hate making decisions! Unfortunately beading is all about choosing what you want, that's why it was an endless process. First, I sat in front of 500 different colour, shape, and size of beads and waited for them to talk to me. It took me like an hour to pick those beads after they finally spoke up "Me me me me me!"or "me? maybe? please?"; some were more shy than the other, you see. I put them into the tray and asked them to talk to each other and to find out who is getting along with whom. That was where it got really tricky and struggling. Mediating arguing between beads was exhausting. I could easily fiddle with those beads for another hour or so, but I was getting to a point that I just wanted to go home. I finished it the last (you surprise?) and was too tired to feel my latest creation until now. After wearing it for the whole day, I start loving it! Umm....now I just need some matching earrings and maybe some bracelet ;). No wonder ppl say it could be a dangerous addition.
Seriously, I have had this headache for a week. Lack of sleep I think. I have been avoiding feelings by going out every night for a while. My body is complaining angrily about my negligence, but it's so much easier to be busy and have fun than dealing with emotions.
All right, I guess it's time to take some time off to rest. I'll plan my white Chrismas instead :D. How exciting!!!
1 comments:
Ha ha!
You're insane :)
but in a good way
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