You are gone

You are gone and I suddenly realise how much you have penetrated into my time, my space, my life, my breath, my thought, my emotion, my heart and my 一舉一動。

I have found my breathing heavy since you left. There is a stone pressuring my chest which is surrounded by the sadness. This reminds me the visualisation that I did 3 years ago. I didn't understand why my symbol of love was so different from everyone else and I still don't. However, I am glad that I am feeling this way.

Come back soon, please! :)

最近好背！

I reckon 最近卡到陰！超背的！My life in the last 2 months can be described as a serise of unfortunate events! First, with all the money went to IRD. Then, they wrote to my employer, claimed I hadn't paid and ask them to deduct the money from my salary $^#!&#!@#%...

Then, one month ago, stupid Slingshot without our authority, disconnected our phone from Telecom and connected with themselves!!! When we asked for returning back to Telecom, Telecom said that they had to bring our phone line as well as broadband. (P.S. In order to talk to Telecom, we had to ask Mum to call from Taiwan because she was the account holder even I was authorised before, but they lost that record!) We signed up for a 12 months broadband contract with Slingshot, so Slingshot said they were going to charge us for the disconnection broadband even it's just less than a day in order to the make the switch!

After filing a formal complaint to Slingshot and telling all the internet forums what a scum Slingshot was, they finally promised to waive the disconnection fee for the broadband. Now, back to Telecom, they scheduled us in for making the switch today, but for some reason that was canceled, so today they had to file another order and we had to wait another week!!!!

今年是不是沒沖到太歲阿！！該拜拜安一安嗎？
不知道有沒有 Internet 可以安太歲，搞不好還可以用信用卡說！