Expectation
He is just a friend!
He is just a friend!
No expectation!!
No expectation!!
Why does it have to be so hard!!!
Why does it have to be so hard!!!
Energy bubble shield!!!!
Energy bubble shield!!!!
He couldn't understand how I feel as he has never gone through what I have gone through. I was vulnerable, in need and had too much expectation from him so I forgot that all the emotions were coming from me and I am the only one be able to resolve how I felt, not him. I was expecting too much from him, and I forgot that he is only an individual and he doesn't necessary understand me.
It's not his time or place yet and maybe he isn't meant to go through what I went through at all. All the suffering I was going through has a meaning in my life. It may have seen to be a total disaster or mistake at the time but over time, I start to see the same thing with different perspective. I now see them as something I'll be glad to have in the future. They can either/both helped me to develop my potential or/and help other.
It's a gift that be able to understand other's pain and I have been lucky enough to go through few in my journey with many others. Hopeful, I'll be wiser then and help many others in the future. He was surprised that I was able to understand where he is coming from. I guess because I would have had the same reaction or even worse if he asked me something like that 4weeks ago. Maybe he is more mature than I am in certain ways that he didn't ask me that question.
No expectation!!
No expectation!!
Why does it have to be so hard!!!
Why does it have to be so hard!!!
Energy bubble shield!!!!
Energy bubble shield!!!!
He couldn't understand how I feel as he has never gone through what I have gone through. I was vulnerable, in need and had too much expectation from him so I forgot that all the emotions were coming from me and I am the only one be able to resolve how I felt, not him. I was expecting too much from him, and I forgot that he is only an individual and he doesn't necessary understand me.
It's not his time or place yet and maybe he isn't meant to go through what I went through at all. All the suffering I was going through has a meaning in my life. It may have seen to be a total disaster or mistake at the time but over time, I start to see the same thing with different perspective. I now see them as something I'll be glad to have in the future. They can either/both helped me to develop my potential or/and help other.
It's a gift that be able to understand other's pain and I have been lucky enough to go through few in my journey with many others. Hopeful, I'll be wiser then and help many others in the future. He was surprised that I was able to understand where he is coming from. I guess because I would have had the same reaction or even worse if he asked me something like that 4weeks ago. Maybe he is more mature than I am in certain ways that he didn't ask me that question.
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