First Step

It went okay tonight apart from being emotional and needy afterwards. It was a getting to know each other session, but I poured my heart out, not because I had bottled up, but I wanted her to know everything, in hopes that she could put a magical spell on me and I would be cured in an hour! Unfortunately, it didn't happen :( I have no idea how long it is going to take to achieve my seeming unrealistic goals but I really have no patient for this emotional torture and wish there is a quick-fix somehow.

Thank you guys for those text messages before and afterwards. The advice of having a chocolate bar was great :) Oh! Special thank to him for picking me up and taking me for ice cream.