Connection

I felt abandoned, I felt cold, I felt empty, I felt that I was once again that little girl who got left behind.

It wasn't a nice feeling, but what scared me more was losing the connection from the incident. My defensive mechanism was triggered and all my warm feelings were sucked out of my heart instantly to protect myself from the future possible disconnection. It really terrified me that feelings can be gone just like that. However, he once again amazed me at how he could quickly reach out for me and bright me back.

Thank you!