破鏡

Life starts getting better for me. Everything is still running in a circle, but it's in an double helix style i.e. even it feels like I am running in a circle, it does move up (Gee...I must be a good modeller!). However, those negative things said in the holiday are still fermenting and troubling me. They are hurtful not because they are hard to accept, but because I don't think they should be the issues and that breached my limit for tolerance as the same as those negative things added up to be a big negative for him. I really want to move on, but I am still struggling to do so, so I have decided to go down to Tauranga for 3 months to have some fresh air and hopefully learning few new things and find out wether 破鏡重圓 or 破鏡難圓.

Oh, oh, oh, go totally crazy-forget I'm a lady
Men's shirts-short skirts
Oh, oh, oh, really go wild-yeah, doin' it in style
Oh, oh, oh, get in the action-feel the attraction
Color my hair-do what I dare
Oh, oh, oh, I wanna be free-yeah, to feel the way I feel
Man! I feel like a woman!

- Shania Twain, Man, I feel like a woman